Trina Stolec

The Auto Graveyard

                              The gravel crunches
                              beneath my feet
                              although I try to step

                                  silently,                  fearfully
                                      I am surrounded on
                                        every side by
                                          piles of
                         death,          destructed          twisted metal.
                                 Piles tyrannosaurus high,
                                 the screams still echoing
                                 inside the dark chambers.

                                        I do not want
                                  to awaken the dinosaurs,
              hear the screams turn          to roars          of rage and
protest,
                watch the blood begin          oozing from          old wounds
                 see the tears          they will cry          for their loss,
                    smell the smoke,           the death,          the fear.

                                 I step as quietly as possible
                                       on the litter of
                             broken glass,          bits of metal.
           I pray silently     my eyes raised to     the clouds over the
giant pile's heads.
                       please,pleasE,pleaSE,pleASE,plEASE,pLEASE,PLEASE
                       just let them remain                    asleep.

                                  There are so many of them.
                                      I am outnumbered.
                                     So many voices, and
                               they all have a story to tell:
                    Why the clean white shirt hangs from the broken window.
                     How the rats are drawn to the bloodstained upholstery.
                    Why the tennis shoe is still imbedded in the dashboard.
                           How the dogs try to spray them clean.
                     Why the suitcase in the trunk will never be claimed.
                                 How THEY were NOT at fault.

                                  Millions of stories that
                                 they'll all try to tell me
                                    if they awaken.
                              Millions of voices screaming words
                                  that no one wants to hear,
                                      but they are
                                        desperate
                                      to impart.
 

Copyright © 1999 Trina Stolec
All Rights Reserved
 


Trina Stolec began studying writing and poetry at The Cincinnati School for Creative and Performing Arts at the age of 12.  Her poetry has appeared in 41
print/web zines.  Trina has performed at several festivals for The Arts Council
of Greater Toledo over the past 3 years, and is a member of the rock/spoken
word band Logic Alley.