Stacey R. Fruits

Memoirs of an escaped
female photographer


If I were a boy, the Scarlet Ibis at my window
would be red, my terra-cotta sweater, red,
the palest plumb-skinned morning, the brick
at my doorstep, the salmon who loves
and dies in the space of an evening, a woman's
sash, her breast, her hungry mouth, chile red.

Since I am a girl, I see the colors dim
and deepen: Burnt Sienna, Cinnamon, Flesh,
scent and texture you can measure in
bumps on your skin if your shutter is
open for sunset and dusk and pitch black.
I am a girl who does not blush for anyone.

If I were a boy, my tongue would dish out
red candies and stop on the fifth line, spent.
And somewhere, a woman in gardening gloves
the color of pumpkins in autumn sun would sit
in a darkening garden and wait to be satisfied,
digging and flushing from red, to red, to red.
 

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