Letter To His Father
When I came back
to help you fit the headstone
on our son's grave, some hippie artist
had done your portrait, and I saw
he'd captured just that look
of ravaged wisdom on a satyr's face
some madness in me kept me lusting after
even when I knew that you were only
a fascinating hoax, the standard
drunk and bardic Irish son-of-a-bitch.
The years, the years, my God, I let you cast me
as the Wicked Witch.
I stood there studying that pastel face
I couldn't bruise, I couldn't even hate
because of who was watching from the sad,
half-mocking eyes. I couldn't say it then,
but I can say it now. Why can't we trade
and he be here again and you dead. |