Susan Gorgioski

Complete Memoir

I've known
all my life that this day
would come. The City Square is crowded,
old ladies trample
on their genteel breeding
to get a better view.

My spoon clatters against the chipped plate.
The sounds part my hair.
But I'm not ready to go. I don't have a blindfold,
I haven't found a cause, and I haven't had
my last cigarette. The cat howls,
demands that I give her breakfast, and the washing
machine hasn't ended its cycle.

I'm not ready to go because
I haven't finished writing.
Childhood went quickly, a few chapters
I imagined, cleaned up and glued together.
The middle years were slim, just a few pages
about ambitions that crashed and loves
that burned themselves up
before touching my skin.

Soon they will knock on my door.
 

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