Rebecca Ingalls

station g

i could have been young,
or black and blue,
and known all along that
the evidence rode my side
like a leech on a sea-swimming fish.

i have dry land underneath my fingernails,
too much rain on my face,
a train's length away from
here
to you
and back.
laid flat on the track,
the sound in the rail
is hush
and wail.
and i wait. and it comes.
holding ground by my thumbs.
the conductor waves "move!"
jesus said he'd have loved
me more if i played dead,
melted flat like a one-cent 'neath the rolling,
whistling toil of the engine and i believed ...
no.
slow, train, slow.
up i go from the dust.
unbruised,
minus the inkling to stay,
i will walk the rest of the way.
 

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Copyright © 2001 Rebecca Ingalls
Previously published in "Pintos and Porsches," ed. and self-published by Brian Hannon through Xlibris Corp., 2000
All Rights Reserved
 

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