Holly F. Pettit
A Fact That Is Not True
(for Ramakrishna)

When the baby was born we saw Quentin
shining out from those new eyes.  Gone but six years,
we knew him the instant the nurse held him up,
as he tried to focus store-bought eyes to find us ­
him so mucky and proud after his journey
through the underworld, bright
as a stitching needle under fabric
piercing through to surface again.

With the spirit back,
packed in new crating that coughs
in its crib at night, sputters and gops
on toweled shoulders, we miss
the thirteen-year-old body
which has not returned, which even now
is making oxygen, iron, and salt
in the dirt beneath the stone that says Quentin
will never be here again, the stone which lies
and truths back and forth, dragging us down
its drunken path.
 

Copyright © 1999 Holly F. Pettit All Rights Reserved

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