Rachel Dacus
Blood-Cycle Brooding

One more unpeeling of the womb,
close enough to the final time
that I can relish the tiny tearings,
the way muscles unclasp
from what might have been --
One more the shredding of a bed
that waited fruitless seven times seven years
for an egg and dart
to decorate its aching lap.

Once more a blood-gravity descends,
until I am a planet
spinning everything into centripetal stop.
The dropping-down cramp
mimicking birth-pang.
With mouth open delivering
a new poem, breath
heaving and rasping.
And what do I have left
from all those empty moon-circles?

Scraped squeaky clean, the blood-room
has birthed generative words.
They sleep twitching in their cradles
or sun themselves nude on public rocks.
Tribe after diatribe of oaths and chants
spilled from lips too like another portal
that disgorges new bodies.
Yes, in this blood-tide of verbs
I was myself being brought forth,
sieved through a mirror, witched awake
out of the pounding dark.
 

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