Wong Yit Mun Cyril
Rooms

Someone told me that
the next step
would be of
reflection, a darkened
room of a dream
I entered, hunkering
down in a corner,
remembering
everything you ever
did to me.
Next was anger,
a darker room,
and it was easy
to lose myself
here, flouncing
from one wall to
another with
my hands in
my hair, only to
feel the padding
on the wall, like
the inside of an asylum.
Then I had to move on
into denial, but
this time,
I locked myself
in, even as
a hundred fists
descended on
my door, insisting
that I forget you,
that I actually forget you.
When it was time for
acceptance, it was
another room once more,

but this time with a table
for two, not round but
square, with You
seated at one end
and I the other.
But smiling, you
rose and left,
while I attempted
to follow you out, only
to realise
you had disappeared,
and there wasn't any door.
 

Copyright © 2000 Wong Yit Mun Cyril
All Rights Reserved

previous poem

contents