Chocolate Waters

Everyone's Writing About
Their Grandmothers These Days


Grandmothers are of course always oldGrandma Buller
Mine was old
So old that when she died
They said she'd get no older
She did get smaller
My grandmother was big
She only had one leg
Lost the other one to gangrene
Along with her gall bladder
She was a good Christian lady
But she didn't like blacks
Because she afraid of them
And her religion didn't contradict her
My grandmother's name was Mary Maud
When she was nine
she picked tobacco worms from corn
And cried
When she was seventeen she married
And I don't know if she cried
She did give birth to fifteen children
So I'm sure she must have cried
My grandmother never spoke a curse word
'til the day she died
"Let s go for a drive,"
she said to Merle her son
He wheeled her through the living room
She thought it was Dry Town, Pennsylvania
The place where she was born
"Shit," she said
Pounding on her wheel chair
Gazing at the scenery
(Which was really only a few old lamps
and the long green sofa)
"These roads sure are hard on a tired old ass."
My grandmother kept her billfold at the top
Of her right breast
Pulled dollar bills out for the children on request
She melted down to eighty pounds
And finally just sat and stared
At the ground
Her hands folded in her lap
Peeping at the soles of people's shoes
"It's Marianne," they said,
"Come all the way from Denver just to see you."
"My Lordy," she said,
Staring at my dyke brown boots,
"She's turned into an Amazon."
The relatives laughed.
Right on Grandma
Right on
I thought they told me
You were senile
 

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Copyright © 2001 Chocolate Waters
-from
Take Me Like A Photograph, Eggplant press, 1980
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